My Enemy

My Enemy

Light it up, breathe it in
Snap out of it and fucking drop it!
Another drag, it's all so familiar
Never buy another pack!
Stressed as hell, time for another
It's not even been an hour!
A ritual, performed like clockwork
Turn your back and burn the altar!
I swore I wouldn't do this anymore
But I can't help myself

Try so hard to let this go
The ache just seems to grow
Like a monster pulled from mystic fiction
My enemy, is my addiction
Will I break free?
Will it consume me?
Do I have the strength to carry on?

Back again, I can't help it
When will I break this goddamn habit?
Lost in trance as I watch the ash
Falling to the ground!
Fill my lungs, just not with air
I feel the smoke burn, but I don't care!
Why do I do this to myself
There's plenty that will kill me faster!
I swore I wouldn't do this anymore
But I can't help myself

Try so hard to let this go
The ache just seems to grow
Like a monster pulled from mystic fiction
My enemy, is my addiction
I can't break free
It will consume me
And I lack the strength to carry on!

Snap out of it and fucking drop it
Never buy another pack
It's not even been an hour
Turn your back and burn the altar
When will I break this goddamn habit
That has me falling to the ground?
I feel the smoke burn, but I don't care
There's plenty that will kill me faster!
I feel the smoke burn, but I don't care
There's plenty that will kill me faster!

I try so hard to let this go
The ache just seems to grow
Like a monster pulled from mystic fiction
My enemy, is my addiction
Will I break free?
Will it consume me?
Do I have the strength to carry on?
Try so hard to let this go
The ache just seems to grow
Like a monster pulled from mystic fiction
My enemy, is my addiction

I will break free
It won't consume me
I don't have to fight this on my own